Why me Lord

This morning I discovered a very old CD and while this song from Kris Kristofferson played, I was amazingly aware of the presence of the Holy Spirit....

why me Lord?
what have i ever done,
to deserve even one,
of the pleasure i've known,
tell me Lord,
what did i ever do,
that was worth lovin' You,
for the kindness You've shown,

chorus:
Lord help me Jesus,
i've wasted it so help me Jesus,
i know what i am,
but now that i know,
that i needed You so help me Jesus,
my souls in Your hand,

try me Lord,
if You think there's a way,
i can try to repay,
all i've takin' from You,
maybe Lord,
i can show someone else,
what i've been through myself,
on my way back to You,

Jesus, my soul's in your hands