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Where I belong

Feeling like a refugee Like it don't belong to me The colors flash across the sky This air feels strange to me Feeling like a tragedy I take a deep breath and close my eyes One last time But I'm not sentimental This skin and bones is a rental And no one makes it out alive Until I die I'll sing these songs On the shores of Babylon Still looking for a home In a world where I belong Where the weak are finally strong Where the righteous right the wrongs Still looking for a home In a world where I belong Feels like we're just waiting, waiting While our hearts are just breaking, breaking Feels like we've been fighting against the tide I wanna see the earth start shaking I wanna see a generation Finally waking up inside ..... On the final day I die I want to hold my head up high I want to tell You that I tried To live it like a song And when I reach the other side I want to look You i...

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My beloved soon-2-b-son-in-law

Soon you'll take my oldest to be your wife. You need to know I've been praying for you all of her life. May God prepare you to be a Godly-man One that will love and cherish her the best he can. To stand up to her when the time is right to love her when the world’s not all that bright. Learn how to hold her close to your heart So you’ll get it right the times her world falls apart. Treat her with the love that God desire So when trouble lures at the door, she remains steady and full of fire even when her man is face-down on the floor. Make it your creed to always share your desires and needs. Let her know she is protected and safe when she reach out for your loving embrace.   From this journey do not part seek the Lord with all your heart And Let His mercy and grace be the foundation of this new phase.    

Why me Lord

This morning I discovered a very old CD and while this song from Kris Kristofferson played, I was amazingly aware of the presence of the Holy Spirit.... why me Lord? what have i ever done, to deserve even one, of the pleasure i've known, tell me Lord, what did i ever do, that was worth lovin' You, for the kindness You've shown, chorus: Lord help me Jesus, i've wasted it so help me Jesus, i know what i am, but now that i know, that i needed You so help me Jesus, my souls in Your hand, try me Lord, if You think there's a way, i can try to repay, all i've takin' from You, maybe Lord, i can show someone else, what i've been through myself, on my way back to You, Jesus, my soul's in your hands        

Echo of the Angels

Before Lucifer were thrown out of heaven, he was the 'worship leader'. [keep in mind that a worship leader's job description is to lead, to initiate the praise...and the rest of the angels followed in singing and praising]. Life happened in the mean time; he lost his job, and we were created...etc. So, as you and I were created to glorify God - to magnify His Holy Name, to Worship Him in spirit and in truth we are the worship leaders ... and the angels, everytime that we bring praises to the King, the Angels echo's our praises and worship! Howz't that for a cool thought!  

Raped but not scarred, abused but not crippled

I do not believe God let things happen to us to teach us something, but I do believe that He uses it for his Glory and our benefit. ‘and we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestination to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren’  ~ Rom 8.28 I never had an easy life, from the age of 4 years I was sexually abuse by several men including direct family members.   A traumatic turn of events that impacted the course of my whole life. My father was one of the abusers. With my mom working nightshifts at the hospital I was often left alone with him – the whole night. His abuse continued for the most part of my teenage years. I was a scared little girl who believed every one of the threats he made and the lies he told. He said ‘I deserved what he did to me… and that I was actually looking for it....

Time

Stand before me on the sing of infinity all you of the Earth. With the granting of the "Law of Provination" comes the application of change. I will give you the key. And with this knowledge, please realise comes the responsibility of sharing it. I will show you the way - it's very simple. Throughout the Universe there is order. In the movement of the planets...in nature... and in the functioning of the human mind. A mind that is in its natural state of order is in harmony with the Universe, and such a mind is timeless. Your life is an expression of your mind. You are a creator of your own Universe, for as a human being you are "free to will" whatever sate of being you desire through the use of your thoughts and words. There is great power there. It can be a blessing or a curse. It's entirely up to you, for the quality of your life is brought about by the quality of your thinking. Think abo...